Bittersweet
a bittersweet, ups and downs, rainbows and storms, sunshine and rain.
As I woke up on the 29th day of August 2023, it didn't sink in that I am already in Grade 10, that I am already an "Ate" to my fellow students who are in Grades 9, 8, and 7 lastly what I thought more is that some my classmate back in Grade 9, will not be my classmate this school year anymore. Honestly, I had a hard time adjusting to my new environment, it was cold like there was an ice barrier between all of us.
I remember back then my first week of Grade 10, I was so afraid to recite on our different subjects, thinking that my answer was wrong but it was the right one. I have this subject named Basic Electronics, it is my first time to encounter this type of elective. Basic Electronics for others are merely wires, LEDs, Currents, Resistance, Voltage, and more. But actually, it is not. It is a subject that challenges me to do my very best, to understand the procedures for building a circuit, lighting the LEDs, using different resistors, decoding resistors, using digital multimeter, and more.
Looking back, the concepts of this subject made me doubt my capabilities. I remember when I was shy asking how to light it up so I learned on my own how to light up the LED at my desk, I ended up crying because I could not get the procedures our subject teacher taught us. The day after that night, I set aside that shy thing and asked Zarah and Marie. I wanted to thank them for helping me when I was having a hard time lighting up the LEDs using different ways. Those two, made me strive for a better, to not give up when the LED is acting up or not lighting up. After that, I started to listen more attentively, writing what our teacher was saying and analyzing it the way I can analyze it to the max. When there were quizzes, I reviewed my notes on my desk until I dozed up and would write the notes I remembered on a sheet of paper until I was satisfied with the knowledge inside my mind about a certain topic.
You see, my Quarter 1 in Grade 10 is just like a resistor, it is not perfect. Though moments like this of a student are normal, we all have ups and downs, rainbows and storms, sunshine and rain. Learn to ask sometimes, it is for the better. Make your fears turn into your most powerful weapon.
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Don't doubt yourself ever again, Alycah. Go all out! Show them who you are! You got this!
ReplyDeleteHi Alhycah! Just do your best and don't pressure yourself! Keep striving hard!
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